Sad:
I'm felling kinda hurt, cause my mum hasn't seemed to be bothering about me. I felt sick (yes, AGAIN) and she felt my forehead and just said, "Oh, you feel warm." And that was it. Sounds really silly and like I'm overreacting but yes! it does hurt.
She's also not answering me when I talk to her. She can be very free and I ask her something 3-4 times, she just doesn't answer. Either that or she answers me after 5-12 hours. Makes me wonder if she even cares to know what I say. Also, it's natural for you to want to tell your mum stuff. Like about people at school or something. Well, when I talk to her, she just gets all distant, as if she's thinking about something else. And seems like she's not listening at all. When I finish, she'll just nod and say "oh" or "yes" and walk off. Or worse, that blank smile which looks like "oh, I find your story very childish. I didn't really want to hear it." That's for the funny stuff I say.
Happy:
I've settled into the regular routine again. Enjoying time with my school friends. LOVE recess. CCA time is reasonable and manageable.
Youth Sunday....was great! Haha...it WAS pretty cool. I was in the choir, but only turned up for 10 and 12, cause my mum wouldn't allow me to come for eight. Sorry people. Anyway, the songs were great and all, I learnt song actions in record time! 1 sec after the action was done man! whoo! (yes, I mean during the song itself) Message was good, meaningful, learnt from it. Ushers were so funny in their uniforms. GO SC! haha, Beverly and her uniform. So funny. No offense, I proud to be your fellow SC girl. (She was prob the coldest person there. No sleeves mah!)
Choir concert was nuts. Glad it's over though. Can't believe this, but I actually DID enjoy it. Changing costumes was chaos, the make-up too. I mean. Didn't we look red enough already? Sang well, A2 did very well, considering our size:) At the end: seniors and their flowers, spooky corridors. spooky music room.....
Angry:
Ahhhh....I'm so lethargic, listless and lazy. I'm like getting nothing done. Sigh. It's frustrating. I try to study, but end up falling asleep. (on the sofa) cause of lack of sleep. Yup, STILL haven't caught up.
Wow. It felt good to write all that out. Going to sing for Hwa Chong this thurs...Tomorrow. Choir thing again... Yeah. Okay. Nothing much else to write. So...see ya!
P.s. Forgot bout my battle haiku. I think it's cool. here it is:
We sharpen our swords
getting ready for battle
with steel, iron, bronze
p.p.s Tell you about my Aloha bananas tomorrow. (hopefully)
bye.
